| I HAVE A NEW XANGA! IT'S
www.xanga.com/ikilledbobsaget
yep werd
go to it now! |
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| so i'm pretty sure this xanga is dying and it sucks. i'm getting a new one. besides the fade x love one.
so uh yeah.
i pretty much am going to too many shows, partying. meeting new people, playing guitar and on myspace a lot. [communication purposes only]
i really dont have time for this anymore....
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| x.just.out.of.jail.x.
most of you know this halarious bed time story.
it happens to be about an asian girl.
named "k-a-t"
OH MAN.
GO TO MY MYSPACE if you'd like to know the never ending story of kat being jailbait.
muah ha ha ha ha.
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| so i moved into 1310 [the upstairs] i hate work but at least im making
money. i dont have a cell phone right now, or a car. [laughs] so it's
almost impossible to get a hold of me unless you stop by the house.
however, paul is going to get me a good deal on a car, so hopefully
that will work out soon. ^.^
there is always something going on at home. everyone is doing something, going somewhere, and what not.
i really need to post new pictures because i really don't look like i used to anymore.
i really miss my family. it's been around 3 months since i've really
seen or talked to them. im just sick of thinking that they will support
me, and all i ever do is disappoint them when i'm actually trying and
getting somewhere.
i guess all of the emotions that i'm feeling right now are pretty universal.
im sick of people thinking that i'm just a stupid girl who has no depth
or intellect. if people would actually talk to me they would understand
that i'm not the brightest crayon in the box but i'm not a total
dumbass either.
lately i've been really disappointed in myself and i feel like i could do so much better in so many ways...
*the world is turning in front of me and sometimes it's hard for me to
let go...of it all. my flesh begins to rise and then i find out there
are things that i dont know. i am me, but who am i, and will i ever
find a reason for life....*
i feel like im suffocating myself and that i will slowly decay into the dust particles that fly so endlessly in my ebon room.
kat
* it is official.
i like this boy. this boy likes ME.
haha
* I DONT date.
* dont fuck
*randa understands haha
no seriously i really like this boy.
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